Quiet Mornings

Today is a quiet, peaceful day for me. Home alone for a while. The kids are at school and I am now with out Tyler (age 4) who I babysat for 15 months. It is strange not to have him here, but I am starting to see the blessing that this new phase of my life is offering. I secretly really like being alone, having time to think, is so relaxing for me. At most times during the day I'm at peace. I love being rested and excited to pick up the kids from school, something I haven't been in a while. I can see a change in their behavior as well. Though Owen is missing having someone to play with he kind of likes that they are not fighting all the time either. I love that I haven't had to raise my voice to my kids once this whole week. I do worry sometimes about the money I won't be bringing in to the household but Joe keeps reminding me that God will provided. As I'm looking out the window and seeing that spring is all around me how could I not believe that God will not provide. It is in him that I find my peace. Quiet Mornings...you just got to love them.